關於 i'm down for it meaning ，我們在網路上蒐集到這些相關的討論、資訊與評價

If you guys have been following my instagram stories, you would probably have known that I have fallen sick/unwell/lowkey dying over the past week.

However, I too, don't know what has made me sick and uncomfortable after so long. I took a blood test two days ago to find out what the cause is, but I'm suspecting either anaemia or thyroid dysfunction because both of these diseases are hereditary to me - meaning both my parents have them and they can be passed down through blood. I think it’s these two because some of its symptoms include fatigue, anxiety and depression which are caused by hormonal changes.

Lemme tell you, my hormones have been crazy, I get breakouts randomly, my skin goes from super oily to super dry suddenly and my period schedule is super unstable. I have been feeling very sluggish, tired, moody and have been having bad headaches. Everyday is just tiring and I don't feel anything else other than fatigue. My neck and back are aching, my muscles are weak and my joints are stiff. I've been sleeping well recently as well, like 8-10 hours per night and bedtime around 2AM which is 3 hours earlier than my usual 5AM schedule (for real). BUT HAHH, all these efforts but I still feel like a piece of shit.

Some of my friends tell me its burnout that I'm facing, but really, I don't know. I've always been grinding at work for, like, forever. I haven't stopped hustling for all the things I'm involved in. Perhaps I'm not the best at taking care of myself. But anyway, this has never happened to me before. So, I don't know what it is. Guess we'll just have to wait for my blood test to see what it is, but if my blood test comes back telling me I'm fine, then perhaps my mental health is just broken at this point it's taking over me (but I hope not) hahah

I'll be taking a short break from streaming until I feel better, be it a few days or a week. I'll try my best to maintain my streaming schedule, but if I can't, at least you guys know why :')

p.s. btw its not covid-19 cuz my lungs and breathing is fine and i dont have feverrrr so you can still give me a hug

-pudds 4/11/2020

SUNAT ANAK KETIKA BAYI, SUNNAH YANG DILUPAKAN

Orang arab panggil khitan, orang melayu pula sebut khatan atau sunat, orang-orang tua sebut 'masuk jawi'.

Ramai yang tak tahu, sunat meng'khatan'kan bayi pada hari ke-7.
...Continue ReadingCIRCUMSTANCES WHEN A BABY, A FORGOTTEN SUN

Arabs call khitan, Malays mention circumcision or circumcision, the old people say 'enter jawi'.

Many people don't know, circumcision will make baby circumcision on the 7. th day

Yes, apart from aqiqah, shaving hair, and giving name, circumcision also among the sunnah of his majesty SAW on the 7th day of birth.

Baby is suitable for circumcision as soon as birth to 4 months old. After that, it's quite difficult to be circumcised, because the baby is starting to lie down.

Sadly, many do not know or miss this sunnah circumcision. It's also a custom for the Malays to circumcise their son when they're late for children.

From Jabir bin ' Abdillah ra; that Rasulullah saw implemented Hasan and Husain's aqiqah and Husain and proceeded both on the sevent (HR; Thabrani and Baihaqi)

From Ibnu ' Abbas ra said,
′′ There are seven things that include the sunnah of the baby on the seventh day: Named, circumcised,...." (HR; Thabrani)

From Abu Ja ' far ra said,
′′ Fathimah carried out his son's aqiqah on the seventh day. He also shaved and shaved his hair as well as the silver as the weight of his hair." (HR; Ibn Abi Syaibah)

Alhamdulillah, Taqi & Zaki we circumcised their time 3 months.

We're a little late. But for some people they ask, why is it so early?

Among the reasons why many choose to miss the child's circumcision:
1. Don't know the circumcision between the sunnah of the 7th day and better be hastened.
2. Pity and worry, afraid that the baby is sick.
3. I haven't reached the heart to see the circumcision process and watch the baby cry
4. Want children to feel the experience of being circumcised.

Circumcision is sunnah. So it's a religious guide. Islam is not wrong, but Islam is rahmah's religion.

So, don't think about ' poor baby ', afraid that baby is sick and so on. Because Islam will not be wronged by its people. While in animals Islam teaches rahmah's nature, this is what happens to babies. So of course there's rahmah when we're circumcising our baby.

Among the advantages of circumcision as a baby:

1. Babies lack of pain, because baby skin is still soft. baby sleeps a lot. Just like us, if we sleep, all the pain will be gone.

2. Baby wounds heal fast, as early as 5-7 days.

3. Babies don't need to confinement. Even parents don't need to get tired of taking care of children's abst Because the food is only milk.

4. Babies are not blocked by the move. Because the baby's work is lying down and sleeping.

5. Babies won't be afraid. Because babies still have no fear. Different from children, they already know the meaning of fear.

6. Parents don't need to be tired of persuading their children so they agree to circumcise Because baby is ready to surrender to be circumcised.

7. Circumcised babies can avoid the disease. Some children who have not been circumcised will be affected by blind urine. So, finally the doctor recommended to be circumcised soon.

8. Parents are also not tired of taking care of babies after circumcision. Because the care is very easy.

Isn't this all proof of sunnah rahmah? Ease baby's affairs and ease parent s' affairs.

If mom or dad are afraid, maybe we can try not to watch the circumcision process. Let her baby nenda or uncle accompany her. Don't be because of our shortcomings, the sunnah has to be missed.

If the circumcision experience is sought,
Hmmm, there are many other experiences that the child can find. At least, you can record the circumcision process using your handphone. When you grow up, show back to the child.

It's here, the custom is changed to sunnah.
Don't be because according to our custom to leave sunnah.
Sunnah is more important.

You don't lose your child's circumcision
Actually, they will be very grateful because their parents chose to circumcise them early.

How many mothers regret that they didn't regret because they didn't circumcise their children when they were little.

If something has been missed, it's okay. Continue to find the right time to circumcise your children. InsyaAllah it will be eased

Khitan has two times, mandatory time and sunnah time. The mandatory time is when the age of baligh, and the sunnah time is before. Ibnu Hajar the best time to do the circumcision is on the seventh day after birth and does not slow down the circumcision so that the time is mandatory unless there is a certain excuse or cause. (Fathul Bari 10/342).

Let's follow the sunnah :)

Thank God, the process of Taqi & Zaki circumcision is all made easy. I'm not awake either, live like normal days. Day 3 of our circumcision has gone on holiday in Terengganu.. hehe..

We are circumcised with Dr. Khairuddin at Taqwa clinic, Ipoh. Dr Khairuddin is very experienced. Her work is very thorough and neat.

Cost of only RM140 including medicine. It's pretty cheap than most normal places. If it's in KL Selangor area, we survey the price of about RM250- 400. That's what we do in Ipoh, save money! Hehe..

Time to circumcise the baby, Dr. Khairuddin shows the 'palat' that is inside the penis Taqi & Zaki, the doctor also said,

′′ Look, even the baby's palat has many like this, imagine if the 12-year-old is not circumcised anymore. Many have been accumulated in there ".

This is a piece of our experience. We were not able to follow the sunnah for Taqi & Zaki circumcision on the 7th day due to health and various matters. So we can only follow the sunnah to hurry to circumcise them.

Islam is very beautiful. There must be a lot of wisdom behind the sunnah circumcision when a baby.

Our children also look more macho and handsome when they're married 😎

Good morning..

Nur Shazareen
Mama to 2 macho heroes & a heroin ayuTranslated

My sister, Michelle-Ann Iking's 3% chance of conceiving naturally was a success! Here's her story:

(My apologies as I've been overwhelmed with personal matters. I've only managed to get to my desk. So finally got around posting this).

This is the story behind my sister's pregnancy struggle and how she shared her journey over her Facebook page.

Because some may have not caught her LIVE session chat with me (https://www.facebook.com/daphneiking/videos/687743128744960/) , or read her lengthy post (as it's a private page);
she's allowed me to copy and paste it over my wall, in case you need to know more about her thought process on how AND why she focused on the 3% success probability. Read on.

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Posted 10th May 2020.
FB Credit: Michelle-Ann Iking

A week ago today I celebrated becoming a mother to our second, long awaited child.

Please forgive this mother's LONG (self-indulgent) post, journalling what this significant milestone has meant for her personally, for her own fallible memory's sake as well as maybe to share one day with her son.

If all you were wondering was whether I had delivered and if mum and bub are OK, please be assured the whole KkLM family are thriving tremendously, and continue scrolling right along your Newsfeed 😁.

OUR 3% MIRACLE

All babies are miracles... and none more so than our precious Kiaen Aaryan (pronounced KEY-n AR-yen), whose name derives from Sanskrit origins meaning:

Grace of God
Spiritual
Kind
Benevolent

...words espousing the gratitude Kishore and I feel for Kiaen's arrival as our "3% miracle".

He was conceived, naturally, after 3 years of Kishore and I hoping, praying and 'endeavoring'... and only couples for whom the objective switches from pure recreation to (elusive) procreation will understand how this is less fun than it sounds ...

3 years during which time we had consensus from 3 different doctors that we, particularly I (with my advancing age etc etc) had only a 3% chance of natural conception and that our best hope for a sibling for our firstborn, Lara Anoushka, was via IVF.

Lara herself was an 'intervention baby', being one of the 20% of babies successfully conceived through the less intrusive IUI process, after a year and a half of trying naturally and already being told then my age was a debilitating factor.

We had tried another round of IUI for her sibling in 2017 when Lara was a year old. And that time we fell into the ranks of the 80% of would-be parents for whom it would be an exercise in futility... who would go home, comfort each other as best they could, while individually masking their own personal disappointment... hoping for the best, 'the next time around'...

So the improbability ratio of 97% against natural conception of our second baby, as concurred by the combined opinion of 3 medical professionals, was a very real, very daunting figure for us to have to mentally deal with.

Deep, DEEP, down in my heart however, though I had many a day of doubt... I kept a core kernel of faith that somehow, I would again experience the privilege of pregnancy, and again, have a chance at childbirth.

And so, the optimist in me would tell myself, "Well, there have to be people who fall in the 3% bucket... why shouldn't WE be part of the 3%?"

Those who know me well, understand my belief in the Law of Attraction, the philosophy of focusing your mind only on what you want to attract, not on what you don't want, and so even as Kishore and I prepared to go into significant personal debt to attempt IVF in the 2nd half of 2019, I marshalled a last ditch effort to hone in on that 3% chance of natural conception... through research coming across fertility supplements that I ordered from the US and sent to a friend in Singapore to redirect to me because the supplier would not deliver to Malaysia.

I made us as a couple take the supplements in the 3 month 'priming period' in the lead up to the IVF procedure - preconditioning our bodies for optimum results, if you will.

At the same time, I had invested in a sophisticated fertility monitor, with probes and digital sensors for daily tracking of saliva and other unmentionable fluid samples, designed to pinpoint with chemical accuracy my state of fertility on any given day.

(UPDATE: For those interested - I obtained the supplements and Ovacue Fertility Monitor from https://www.fairhavenhealth.com/. Though I had my supplies delivered to a friend in Singapore, and redirected to me here since the US site does not deliver to Malaysia, there are local distributors for these products, you will just have to research the trustworthiness of the vendors yourself...)

I had set an intention - in the 3 months of pre-IVF priming, I would consume what seemed like a pharmacy's worth of supplements, and track fertility religiously... in hopes that somehow, within the 3 month priming period, we would conceive naturally and potentially save ourselves a down payment on a new property... and this was just a projection on financial costs of IVF, not even considering the physical, emotional and mental toll it involves, with no guarantee of a baby at the end of it all...

It was a continuation of an intention embedded even with my first pregnancy, where all the big ticket baby items were consciously purchased for use by a future sibling, in gender neutral colours, in hopes that sibling would be a brother "for a balanced pair", though of course any healthy child would be a welcome blessing.

It was a very conscious determination to always skew my thoughts in service of what the end objective was. For example, when 3+year old Lara would innocently express impatience at not yet having a sibling, at one point suggesting that since we were "taking too long to give her a baby brother/sister", perhaps we should just "go buy a baby from a shop", instead of getting defensive or berating the baby that she herself was, we enlisted Lara's help to pray for her sibling... so in any place of worship, or sacred ground of any kind that we passed thereon, Lara would stop, close her eyes, bow her small head and place her tiny hands together in prayer, reciting earnestly, "Please God, please give me a baby brother or baby sister."

After months and months of watching Lara do this, in the constancy of her childlike chant, Kishore started feeling the pressure of possibly disappointing Lara if her prayer was not answered. Whereas for me, Lara's recitation of her simple wish became like a strengthening mantra, our collective intention imbued with greater power with each repetition, and the goal of a sibling kept very much in the forefront of our minds (hence our calling Lara our 'project manager' in this endeavour).

And somehow in the 2nd month of that 3 month period, a positive + sign appeared on one of the home pregnancy tests I had grown accustomed to taking - my version of the lottery tickets others keep buying in hopes of hitting the jackpot, with all the cyclical anticipation and more often than not, disappointment, that entails...

This time however I was not disappointed.

With God's Grace, (hence 'Kiaen', a variation of 'Kiaan' which means 'Grace of God'), my focus on our joining the ranks of the 3% had materialised.

It seems poetic then, that Kiaen chose to make his appearance on the 3rd May, ironically the same date that his paternal great-grandfather departed this world for the next... such that in the combined words of Kishore and his father Kai Vello Suppiah,

"The 1st generation Suppiah left on 3rd May and the 4th generation Suppiah arrived on 3rd May after 41yrs...
One leaves, another comes, the legacy lives on..."

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KIAEN AARYAN SUPPIAH'S BIRTH STORY

On Sunday 3rd May, I was 40 weeks and 5 days pregnant.

The baby was, in my mind, very UN-fashionably late past his due date of 29th April, so as much as I had willed and 'manifested' the privilege of pregnancy, to say I was keen to be done with it all was an understatement.

In the weeks leading to up to my full term, I had experienced increasingly intense Braxton-Hicks 'practice contractions' - annoying for me for the discomfort involved, stressful for Kishore who was on tenterhooks with the false alarms, on constant alert for when we would actually need to leave home for the hospital.

Having become a Hypnobirthing student and advocate from my first pregnancy with Lara, and thus being equipped with
(1) a lack of fear about childbirth in general and
(2) a basic understanding of how all the sensations I would experience fit into the big picture of my body bringing our baby closer to us,
I was less stressed - content to wait for the baby to be "fully cooked" and come out whenever he was ready... though I wouldn't have minded at all if the cooking time ended sooner, rather than later.

With Lara, I had been somewhat 'forced' into an induced labour, even though she was not yet due, and that had resulted in a 5 DAY LABOUR, a Birth Story for another post, so I was not inclined to chemically induce labour, even though I was assured that for second time mothers, it would be 'much faster and easier'...

That morning, I had a hunch *maybe* that day was the day, because in contrast to previous weeks' sensations of tightening, pressure and even spasms that were concentrated in the front of my abdomen and occasionally shot through my sides and legs, I felt period - like cramping in my lower back which I had not felt before throughout the pregnancy.

It was about 8am in the morning then, and my 'surges' were still relatively mild ('surges' being Hypnobirthing - speak for 'contractions', designed to frame them with the more positive connotations needed to counteract common language in which childbirth is presented as something that is unequivocally painful and traumatic, instead of the miraculous, powerful and natural phenomenon it actually is).

I recall (masochistically?) entertaining the thought of opting NOT to have an epidural JUST TO SEE WHAT IT WOULD BE LIKE...

I figured this would be the last time I would be pregnant and so it would be my 'last chance' to experience 'drug free labour' which, apart from the health benefits for baby and mother, might be *interesting* in a way that people who are curious about what getting a tattoo and skydiving and bungee jumping are like, might find these *interesting*...even knowing there will be pain and risk involved...

Since I have tried tattoos and skydiving (unfortunately not being able to squeeze in bungee-jumping while my life was purely my own to risk at no dependents' possible detriment) a similar curiousity about a no-epidural labour was on my mind...

In the absence of other signs of the onset of labour (like 'bloody show' or my waters breaking), I wanted to wait until the surges were coming every few minutes before we actually left the house for the hospital, not wanting to be one of those couples who rushed in too early and had interminable waits for the next stage in unfamiliar, clinical surroundings and/or were made to go home in an anti-climatic manner.

I was even calm enough through my surges to have the presence of mind to wash and blowdry my hair, knowing if I did deliver soon I would not be allowed this luxury for a while.

Around 9am I asked Kishore to prep for Lara and himself to be dressed and breakfasted so we could head to hospital soon, while I sent messages to family members on both sides informing them 'today might be the day.'

My mother, who had briefly served as a midwife before going back into general nursing and then becoming a nursing tutor, prophetically stated that if what I was experiencing was true labour, "the baby would be out by noon".

The pace in which my surges grew closer together was surprisingly quicker than I expected; and while I asked Lara to "Hurry up with breakfast" with only a tad more urgency than we normally tell her to do, little Missy being prone to dilly-dallying at meals, I probably freaked Kishore out when about 930am onwards, I had to instinctively get on my hands and knees a couple of times, eyes closed, trying to practice the Hypnobirthing breathing techniques I had revised to help along the process of my body birthing our child into the world.

I recall him saying a bit frantically as I knelt at our front door, doubled over as he waited for Lara to complete something or other, "Lara hurry up! Can't you see Mama is in so much pain and you are taking your own sweet time??!!"

SIDETRACK: Just the night before, Lara and I had watched a TV show in which a woman gave birth with the usual histrionics accompanying pop culture depictions of labour.

Lara watched the scene, transfixed.

I told her, simply and matter-of-factly, "That's what Mama has to do to get baby brother out Lara, and that's what I had to do for you also."

In most of interactions with my daughter, I have sought to equip her to face life's situations with calmness, truthful common sense, and ideally a minimum of drama.

Those who know the dramatic diva that Lara can be will know that this is a work-in-progress, but her response to me that night showed me some of my 'teachings' were sinking in:

She looked at me unfazed, "But Mama," she said. "You won't cry and scream like that lady, right? You will be BRAVE and stay calm, right?"
#nopressure.

So as we prepped to leave for the hospital I did indeed attempt to be that role model of calm for her, asking her only for her help in keeping very quiet,
"Because Mama needs to focus on bringing baby brother out and she needs quiet to concentrate...".

As we left the house at 10.11am, I texted Kishore's sister Geetha to please prep to pick up Lara from the hospital, and was grateful Kishore had the foresight to ask our gynae to prepare a letter for Geetha to show any police roadblocks between my in-laws' home in Subang Jaya and the hospital in Bangsar, this all happening under the Movement Control Order (MCO).

To Lara's credit, in the journey over to the hospital, she - probably sensing the gravity of the situation, sat very quietly in her seat at the back, and the silence was punctuated only by my occasional deep intakes of breath and some variation of my Ohmmm-like moans when the sensations were at their height.

By the time we got to Pantai Hospital at around 10.30am, my surges were strong enough I requested a wheelchair to assist me in getting to the labour ward, as I did not trust my own legs to support me... and Kishore would have to wait until Geetha had arrived to take Lara back to my in-laws' house before he himself could go up.

I slumped in the wheelchair and was wheeled up to the labour room with my eyes closed the whole time, trying to handle my surges.

I didn't even look up to see the attendant who pushed me... but did make the effort to thank him sincerely when he handed me over, with what seemed like a palpable sense of relief on his part, to the labour ward nurses.

The nurse attending me at Pantai was calm, steady and efficient. I answered some questions and changed into my labour gown while waiting for Kishore to come up, all the while managing the increasingly intense surges with my rusty Hypnobirthing breathing techniques.

By the time Kishore joined me at around 11am (I know these timings based on the timestamps of the 'WhatsApp live feed' of messages Kishore sent to his family), I was asking the nurse on duty, "How soon can I get an epidural??" thinking what crazy woman thought she could do this without drugs???!!!

The nurse checked my cervix dilation, I saw her bloodied glove indicating my mucous plug had dislodged, and she told me, "Well you are already at 7cm (which, for the uninitiated, is 70% of the way to the 10cm dilation needed for birthing), you are really doing well, if you made it this far without any drugs, if can you try and manage without it... I suspect within 2 hours or less you will deliver your baby and since it will take about that time for the anaesthesiologist to be called, epidural to be administered and kick in... it might all be for nothing... but of course the decision is completely up to you... "

So there I was, super torn, should I risk the sensations becoming worse... or risk the epidural becoming a waste?? And of course I was trying to decide this as my labour surges were coming at me stronger and stronger...

I was in such a dilemma...because as a 'recovering approval junkie' there was also a silly element of approval-seeking involved, ("The nurse thinks I can do this without drugs... maybe I CAN do this without drugs... Yay me!") mixed with that element of curiosity I mentioned earlier ("What if I actually CAN do this without drugs... plenty of other women have done it all over the world since time immemorial.. no big deal, how bad can it be...??") so then I thought I would use the financial aspect to be the 'tiebreaker' in my decision making...

I asked the nurse how much an epidural would cost and when she replied "Around MYR1.5k", I still remember Kishore's incredulous face as I asked the question, i.e."Seriously babe, you are gonna think about money right now? If you need the epidural TAKE IT, don't worry about the money!!!"... and while we are not rich by any stretch of the imagination, thankfully RM1.5k is not a quantum that made me swing towards a decision to "better save the money"...

So in the end, I guess my curiosity won out, and I turned down the epidural "just to see what it would be like and if I had it in me" (in addition of course to avoiding the side effects of any drugs introduced into my and the baby's body).

My labour occuring in the time of coronavirus, it was protocol for me to have a COVID19 test done, so the medical staff could apply the necessary precautions. I had heard from a friend Sharon Ruba that the test procedure was uncomfortable, so when the nurse came with the test kit as I was starting another surge, I asked, "Please can I just finish this surge before I do the test?" as I really didn't think I could multitask tackling multiple uncomfortable sensations in one go.

The COVID19 test involved what felt like a looong, skinny cotton bud being inserted into one nostril... I definitely felt more than a tickle as it went in and up, being told to take deep breaths by the nurse. Then she asked me to "Try to swallow" and I felt it go into my nasal cavities where I didn't think anything could go any further, but was proven wrong when she asked me to swallow again and the swab was probed even deeper. Then she warned me there would be some slight discomfort as she prepared to collect a sample... but at that point all I could think about was:

(i) I really don't have much of a choice
(ii) please let this be over before my next surge kicks in
(iii) if all the people breaking the MCO rules knew what it feels like to do this test maybe they won't put themselves at risk of the need to perform one...

In full disclosure as I was transferred into the actual delivery room at some point after 11am, another nurse offered me 'laughing gas' to ostensibly take some of the edge off... I took the self-operated breathing nozzle passed to me but don't recall it making any difference to my sensations..so didn't use it much as it seemed pretty pointless.

I recall some measure of relief when I heard my gynae Dr. Paul entering the room, greeting Kishore and me, and telling us it was going well and it wouldn't be long now and he would see us again shortly.

From my previous labour with Lara I knew the midwives pretty much take you 90% of the way through the labour and when the Dr is called in you are really at the home stretch, so was very relieved to hear his voice though knowing he would leave and come back later meant it wasn't quite over yet.

I do remember realising when I had crossed the Thinning and Opening Phase of labour to the Birthing Phase, by the change in sensations... it is still amazing to me that as the Hypnobirthing book mentioned, having this knowledge I was instinctively able to switch breathing techniques for the next stage of labour .

Was my opting against epidural the right choice for me?

Overall? Yes.

Don't get me wrong.

I *almost* regretted the decision several times during active labour... especially when I felt my body being taken over by an overwhelming compulsion to push that did not seem conscious and was accompanied by involuntary gutteral moans where I literally just thought to myself, "I surrender, God do with me what you will..." (super dramatic I know but VERY real at the time...).

I think I experienced 3-4 such natural explusive reflexes (?), rhythmically pushing the baby down the birth path, one of which was accompanied by what felt like a swoosh of water coming out of a hose with a diameter the size of a golf ball... this was when I realised my water had finally broken...

The nurses kept instructing me to do different things, to keep breathing, to move to my side, then to move to the middle, to raise my feet... and when I didn't comply, Kishore (who was with me throughout both my labours) tried to help them by repeating the instructions prefaced with "Sayang..." but I basically ignored all the intructions because I felt I had no capacity to direct any part of my body to do anything and someone else would have to physically manoeuvre that body part themselves.

When I heard Dr. Paul's voice again and the flurry of commotion surrounding his presence, I knew the time was close... and when I heard the nurse say to Kishore, "Sir, these are your gloves, for when you cut the baby's cord", it was music to my ears...

I'm very, VERY grateful Kiaen slid out after maybe the 4th of those involuntary pushes... the wave of RELIEF when he came out so quickly... it still boggles my mind that my mother was essentially right and as his birth time was 12.02pm, it was *only* about 1.5 hours between our arrival at the hospital and his arrival into the world.

Kiaen was placed on my chest for skin to skin bonding and remained there for a considerable time.

For our short stay in the hospital he would be with us in my maternity ward number C327... another trivially serendipitous sign for me because he was born on the 3rd (May) and our wedding anniversary is 27th (July).

I was discharged the following day 4th May at about 5.30pm, after I got an all clear on COVID19 and a paediatric surgeon did a small procedure on Kiaen to address a tongue-tie that would affect his breastfeeding latch... making the entire duration of our stay about 31 hours.

I have taken the time and effort to record all this down so that whenever life's challenges threaten to get me down I can remind myself, "Ignore the 97% failure probability, focus on the 3% success probability".

Also that the human condition is miraculous and it is such a privilege to experience it.

To our son Kiaen Aaryan, thank you for coming into our lives and choosing us as your parents.

Even though Papa and I are both zombies trying to settle into a night time feeding routine with you, I look forward to spending not only all future Mother's Days, but every day, with you and your Akka...

And last but not least, to my husband Kishore...without whom none of this would be possible - we did it sayang, I love you ❤️

Photo credit: Stayhome session with Samantha Yong Photography (http://samanthayong.com/)

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2:39 〜 バブル音とクランチ音
bubble sound & crunch sound

3:45 〜 バブル音とクランチ音
bubble sound & crunch sound

4:28 〜 バブル音とクランチ音
bubble sound & crunch sound

5:00 〜 バブル音とクランチ音
bubble sound & crunch sound

5:16 〜 もこもこテクスチャーで遊ぶ
play with a fluffy texture

6:22 〜 もこもこにして容器に還元　fluff up and return to the container

6:29 〜 もこもこテクスチャーで遊ぶ
play with a fluffy texture

7:46 〜 もちよ的おすすめシーン
a scene that I recommend

紫ラメのシュガービーズをダークパープルのクリアで包みました
Purple lame sugar beads wrapped in dark purple clear slime

今回は遊びやすさを重視して、前回（ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gr1R4s1IsU&list=PLkG0_hHV7UC_xlHTT619CihCX_YVc7LA4&index=7 ）よりもベース多めです
This time, I focus on ease of play, so I have a lot of base.

（左が200mlで右が150mlです）
（200ml on the left and 150ml on the right.）

動画では小さいサイズでご紹介いたします♪
In this video, I'm going to touch small one.

このケースは可愛い分少しずつ蓋を開ける必要があります
This case is cute and needs to be opened little by little.

この５色の中からランダムでワインチャームをおつけします！
I pack wine charm randomly from these five colors!

ワインに合うチーズのおつまみチャームもおつけします♪
I will also add a cheese snack charm that goes well with wine♪

比較的容器から取り出しやすいです
It's relatively easy to take out of the container.

ゴリゴリ感もしっかり楽しめます♪
You can also enjoy the crunchy feeling♪

伸ばすときの美しさに癒されると思います
I think you will be healed by the beauty of stretching time.

ベースが多めなので比較的伸ばしやすいです
It's relatively easy to stretch because it has a lot of base.

バブル音も沢山お楽しみいただけます
You can also enjoy a lot of bubble sounds.

ゴリゴリ感とベースのもちもち感が特徴です
It's characterized by a crunchy feeling and chewy base.

弾力強めのもちもちベースだけど、ビーズは落ちません
It's an elastic base, but the beads don't fall off

とは言えビーズを包むための最低限の粘りはあります
However, it has minimal stickiness to wrap the beads.

総合的な視点から見ると扱いやすさはやや難易度高めかもしれないです
If you look at it from a holistic perspective, it might be a little more difficult to handle.

シュガービーズやクランチスライムがお好きな方におすすめです♪
Recommended for those who like sugar beads or crunch slime♪

香りはカスピ海の女王で使ったのと同じ巨峰の香りです
It's a refreshing and sweet scent of a giant peak.

ぶどうジュースみたいな甘い香りです
It smells sweet like grape juice.

このスライムは１１月２７日金曜日の２１時からＢＡＳＥにて販売します！ 詳細は概要欄や今後公開される動画でご確認ください♪

ちなみにこのスライムのタイトルは完全に私のフィーリングです
By the way, the title of this slime is completely my feeling.

ワインのスライムを作ると決めた瞬間に脳内に降りてきました
And the moment I decided to make wine slime, it came down into my brain.

ですのでタイトルに深い意味はありま千円（）
So the title doesn't have a deep meaning.

“考えるな、感じろ”ゆーてますけども←
Don't think, feel lol

そんな感じのスライムになっています♪
It's slime like that♪

２倍くらいに膨らみます！
It swells about twice as much!

それでは引き続きASMRをお楽しみ下さい！
Please continue to enjoy ASMR!

おそまつさまでした！
Thank you for eating.

ご視聴ありがとうございました！
Thank you for watching!



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サブチャンネル【もちよの研究室】はコチラ！
↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWmSQDBSNQTX6kpFm6lYLnw

Instagram, twitter, BASE shop, メルカリはこちら！
↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓
https://linktr.ee/mochiyoslimestore

スライムの提供についてはコチラ！
↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓
https://www.instagram.com/s/aGlnaGxpZ2h0OjE3ODQ4ODU4NzU3MDI2MzA3?igshid=1hr3jy34zfnpo&story_media_id=2286885986591781571

イヤフォンやヘッドフォンをして聴いて頂くとよりいい音で楽しめるかとおもいますので、是非に😎

また、画面右上のチョンチョンチョンのとこから画質を1080pに設定して動画を見ていただけると、高画質でお楽しみ頂けます💪💪

どうもこんびんは！
もちよすらいむです🧜🏻‍♀️

有名なスライマーさんのスライムのレビューや、自分で作ったスライムの動画などのASMRを中心に、いろいろなジャンルの動画を上げていきたいと思います！

太古の動画や、short ver.の動画、編集実況などは全てインスタグラムのアカウントの方にあります。インスタライブでスライムを触ったりもします。

興味を持ってくだされば、是非インスタアカウントのもチェックして頂きたいです☺️
↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓ ↓
https://www.instagram.com/mochiyoslime


＊大学に通いつつ資格試験の勉強もしている学生の身ですので、更新が突然途絶える可能性があります🙇‍♀️

＊慢性鼻炎でして、呼吸音が入ってしまうことがあります🤦‍♀️
また、机に爪がコツンと当たる音が入ってしまうことがあります。苦手な方は、ご視聴非推奨です🙇‍♀️

＊自室にて、マイクを使って撮影してます！ですが、多少は「サーー」というホワイトノイズが入っています。また、稀ですが実家ぐらしなので家族の出す生活音が入ってしまう可能性があります。そういったものが苦手な方にも、ご視聴非推奨です🙇‍♀️

＊動画を見てくださりありがとうございます💕そしてこの概要を最後まで読んでくださりありがとうございます💕

是非チャンネル登録をして、これからももちよの動画をお楽しみください💁‍♀️

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#もちよすらいむ #mochiyoslime #べらちゃんのslimeしばき部屋 #slime #asmr #asmrsounds #asmrslime #スライム #音フェチ #音フェチ動画 #音フェチスライム #clayslime #slayslime #butterslime #cloudcream #thickslime #thickie #thickieslime #fluffyslime #clearslime #slusheeslime #slushieslime #fishbowlslime #crunchyslime #slimejapan #スライムジャパン #sakuraslime #さくらスライム #aisu屋さん #tiaslime #slimeogproof #ogslimeproof #aobaslime #awesomeslimeproof #awesomeslime #slimefantasies #slimefantasiesproof
#rodemslime #rodemslimeproof #mooncottonslime #slimebyktmproof

Hello, I am umino.Thank you for watching this video.This description uses Google Translate.

People who don't understand Japanese can't understand what I'm talking about in this video. So I will explain it in the summary column.
日本語が分からない人はこの動画で私が喋っていることが全く理解できないと思う。なので概要欄の方で説明をします。

This time, I used my nails to clean my ears. To tell the truth, it's no good, but it's not so different from the sound of cleaning your ears with your fingers. Everyone will have noticed. But there are some things you shouldn't say.
今回の動画は爪で耳かき。これを言ったらおしまいなんだけど、指で耳かきするのとあまり変わらない。みんな薄々気付いているだろう。でも言わない方がいいこともある。

It's also useless to say this, but it's boring because this video only cleans my ears. You can lie down on your screen and sleep right now. I can only say this. Most people don't want ASMR videos to be interesting, so don't worry about that.
あとこれも言ったらおしまいなんだけど、この動画は淡々と耳かきしてるだけだからつまらないよ。今すぐ画面を伏せて寝ていい。これだけは言える。大体の人はASMR動画に面白さを求めてる人は誰もいないだろうからそんなことはどうでもいいや。

Overseas viewers reading this subtitle, why not sleep early? Can you sleep soundly after reading the subtitles? The contradiction of listening to a sound that makes me sleepy while reading a lot of text while bathing in the light of a smartphone. I don't understand the meaning anymore.
この字幕を読んでいる海外の視聴者さん、「暇ですね」。字幕を読んだ後にぐっすり眠れますか？スマートフォンのライトを浴びながら、たくさんの文字を読んでるのに、眠くなる音を聴くという矛盾。もう意味が分からないですよ、私は。

How long does it take for everyone to go to bed after going to bed? I'm sure many people have messed with their smartphones and watched Twitter or Instagram for about 30 minutes. Sleep soon.
みんなはベッドに入ってから寝るまでに何分くらいかかる？スマホをいじって、ついついTwitterかInstagramを見て、30分くらい経ってるなんて人もたくさんいるだろう。早く寝ろ。

It seems that some people spend too much time searching for ASMR videos to sleep and can't sleep. It doesn't make sense. It is more likely that the quality of sleep will improve if we stop cultivating new things and repeat the favorites we have heard so far.
寝るためのASMR動画を探すことに時間をかけすぎて、眠れなくなる人もいるらしい。本末転倒ではないか。もういっそのこと新規開拓をやめて、今まで聴いてきたお気に入りをリピートしていた方が睡眠の質が上がりそうだ。

By the way, there was something I wanted to talk about fingers. Does everyone overseas pick up booger? I used to talk about the telop in the video a long time ago, but I didn't hear it from people overseas, so I asked.
そういえば指について話したいことがあったんだ。海外のみんなは鼻くそをほじりますか？昔、動画内のテロップで話したことなんだけど、海外の人には聞いてなかったので聞いてみた。

You who want to say, "It's not your finger, it's your nose." I know what I mean, but premature ejaculation is a problem. "How do you pick a booger? Yes, a finger." It seems that people can't talk to people who use cotton swabs or gloves only to pick a booger. I don't think he'll watch a video that uses his fingers to clean his ears.
「指じゃなくて鼻の話じゃねえか」と言いたいそこのあなた。言いたいことは分かるが早漏は困るよ。「鼻くそはどうやってほじる？そうだ、指だ。」鼻くそをほじるためだけに綿棒を使ったり、手袋をはめる人とは話が合わなそうだ。そんなやつが指を使って耳かきする動画を見るんじゃねえ。

People overseas have a higher image of nose than Japanese people. I got interested. Isn't there a lot of dust on the nose if the nose is tall? When.
海外の人は日本人に比べたら鼻が高いイメージがある。私は気になってしまった。鼻が高いと溜まる鼻くその量も多いのではないのか？と。

Please tell me if you enjoy picking booger at the end of the day, or if you just pick up your booger on the go.
一日の終わりに鼻くそをほじるのが趣味のあなたや、人目を忘れてほじっちゃうホジラーのあなたも教えてください。

Actually, there was a very important question overseas as to whether or not to clean the ears, but it was too late to remember, so I will ask another time.
本当は海外では耳かきするのかという非常に重要な疑問があったのだが、今思い出してしまったので別の機会に聞くことにする。

Good night.
おやすみの。


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《daydream》
Higher Ground
作詞 / Lyricist：Jamil Kazmi・aimerrhythm
作曲 / Composer：Taka
編曲 / Arranger：玉井健二・百田留衣
歌 / Singer：Aimer
翻譯：澄野（CH Music Channel）
意譯：CH（CH Music Channel）
English Translation: Toria

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中文翻譯 / Chinese Translation :
https://home.gamer.com.tw/creationDetail.php?sn=4871038

英文翻譯 / English Translation :
https://www.lyrical-nonsense.com/lyrics/aimer/higher-ground/

日文歌詞 / Japanese Lyrics :
Here I am again
Wandering
What road will take me where

I'm not turning back
Not this time
How high can I go？
I'm not coming down
Don't know why, don't know why
Don't know what's begun

I will find my higher ground
So close I could touch a star
Oh so long, oh so long
So long left to go

Searching for my higher ground
If I fall, please catch me now
I know it's alright
Here with you
Here with you

Here I am again
Wandering
What road will take me where

戻れない夜や日々に
How high can I go？
すがれないなら
Don't know why, don't know why
Don't know what's begun

憧れとhigher ground
そこに意味はなくても
Oh so long, oh so long
So long left to go

手を伸ばした　higher ground
今は届かなくても
I know it's alright
Here with you
Here with you

I will find my higher ground
So close I could touch a star
Oh so long, oh so long
So long left to go

Searching for my higher ground
If I fall, please catch me now
I know it's alright
I know it's alright
Here with you
Here with you

Here I am again

中文歌詞 / Chinese Lyrics :
我又再次來到這裡
徘徊漫步
究竟這路途會引我至何處？

我不會回頭
這次絕不會回頭
這次能走到多高呢？
我不會輕易放棄
但我不知道、我不知道——
不知道這次路途又該從何著手？

我將探尋屬於我的夢想高地
能夠讓我觸碰近在咫尺的星斗
好遠啊、還是好遠啊
還有好遠的路途要走啊

尋覓屬於我的夢想高地
倘若我失足請你抓住我
我知道，沒事的
只要與你在一起——
一切都沒事的

我又再次來到這裡
毫無目的地徘徊漫步
究竟這路途會引我至何處？

於無法循返的日夜中
我又能走得多高呢？
要是無所依靠的話
我不知道、我不知道——
不知道這樣的路途該如何啟程

追尋種種憧憬與嚮往的夢想高地
即使沒有任何意義
但好遠啊、還是好遠啊
還有好遠的路途要走啊

伸出手嘗試觸碰夢想高地
即便現在伸出的手遠遠不及
我知道，沒事的
只要與你在一起的話——
一切都沒事的

我將探尋屬於我的夢想高地
能夠讓我觸碰近在咫尺的星斗
好遠啊、還是好遠啊
還有好遠的路途要走啊

尋覓屬於我的夢想高地
倘若我失足請你抓住我
我知道，沒事的
一切都沒事的
只要與你在一起——
一切都沒事的

我又再次來到這裡

英文歌詞 / English Lyrics :
Here I am again
Wandering
What road will take me where

I’m not turning back
Not this time
How high can I go?
I’m not coming down
Don’t know why, don’t know why
Don’t know what’s begun

I will find my higher ground
So close I could touch a star
Oh so long, oh so long
So long left to go

Searching for my higher ground
If I fall, please catch me now
I know it’s alright
Here with you
Here with you

Here I am again
Wandering
What road will take me where

How high can I go
On the nights and days I can’t return to?
If I don’t begin to fade
Don’t know why, don’t know why
Don’t know what’s begun

My yearnings, and higher ground
Even if there’s no meaning there
Oh so long, oh so long
So long left to go

Even if I won’t make it now
To the higher ground I reached out for
I know it’s alright
Here with you
Here with you

I will find my higher ground
So close I could touch a star
Oh so long, oh so long
So long left to go

Searching for my higher ground
If I fall, please catch me now
I know it’s alright
I know it’s alright
Here with you
Here with you

Here I am again